Past Lives

My journey of soul awakening brought about an amazing healing called “Past life”. Always searching to clear my emotions and understand how I was attracting lessons in life. My aim was to clear out negativity that resides within and understands those who I attracted to learn from. By trying every day to be positive for a month, just created a day of utter turmoil for me. By going to a low point in snapping my Achilles and not walking properly for two years, I started to see new image to why life was the way it was. My fears didn’t seem so scary and soon was seeing the big picture. Through my work in paranormal, mediumship, distance healing, house cleansing and psychic reading a similar message started to appear and before my eyes connection started to show that there was something out there. After my first awakening in Spain which ignited the source within, a clearer connection to spirit and guidance emerged. Suddenly, before my eyes I could see new life and energy flowing all around where once it seemed desolate and dead. Too much to handle, at first I closed the voices down and learnt to only use when needed to help others. The death of my Nan in my arms, gave me a new purpose to help those release the pain of emotions, stopping me from communicating or seeing the signs that loved ones are always with you.

She now helps me to help others and so a new chapter has emerged to her being in my heart. More and more people were guided to say the silly of things that they wouldn’t even know about like we need a hand on healer and so my distance healing created an opportunity to heal the world. I always asked for permission. The flow of energy that came when sent my soul or brought the image of the person to me to heal was immense. I loved this but still felt the need to learn more and so after a divorce, I set about to find out the reasons why? This journey has lasted for seven years and now after a second soul awakening, I have learnt to channel through information from the source or life force within. The magic of walking down the beach, waiting for that moment when my mind went quiet and ignited all knowing information was a regular journey. As I asked the information came flooding back and even started early in the shower as I cleansed myself for the day. This was certainly annoying as with no paper and pen, I often would see this as them having a laugh. For when I channel through information it made so much sense and often would love to have in their words for people to share. For it was so simple but amazing, the connection and how everything fitted together. After six months, I created in one day the soul awakening “happiness is a stone throw away”. Often those who need are drawn to this audio, and it normally is when they too are at the deepest fear in their life, that they go searching. A lot don’t really want to be happy and rather have pain than feel nothing at all.

The more I channel information the more I saw my life change, from working in a warehouse, to walk on the beach gaining insights was a far cry from the normal. At Christmas last year I asked for a gift to give to the world. It is to help those to clear their emotions and get back to the source. Suddenly, I saw a box full of energy, from the sun, moon, wind and more elements was put in, then words, which attracted peace as a lesson was attracted to clear out. For the next few days I saw connections to all I l had learnt. In mediumship was about getting back to the source, I was talking every day to spirit, it had become a knowing more than seeing anymore. I didn’t need to know who it was because we are all one. The more I surrendered the information flowed. In paranormal by learning that spirit world is an emotional entity but also pure source, gave me understanding of energy. How energy lines in a home or place (leylines) when polluted could affect your chakras that if one energy wheel was out of line your whole body was affected. I saw how negativity was what we held onto, stopped the flow and how people then attracted to clear out. Through house cleaning, I could see the different that the environment held onto negativity, how energy is in everything and so by clearing this, we would have less. How natural healers were absorbing people emotions, then holding onto them because they ignited the problems they had within. This was causing fatigue and tiredness in the healers, a high from healing was left with residue of someone illness. I was shown that everyone was connected and so a single thought affected everyone they had met and also came back to them to learn. For the soul awakening showed it was only us who was giving out lessons and energy to learn from. We chose our parents and the environment to learn past life lessons. Through teaching and doing the audio, I was gaining greater insights into how it all worked by just doing, what I was shown. Spirit worked with me to teach others and soon the realisation that the information I channel could not be kept to just me, for each time shared I learnt or gained an extra piece to the jigsaw puzzle. An extra gem to “why” things happened. Most dismissed me, even ridiculed giving my stuff for free, how they have seen my life with no money and just getting by as some sort of failure but each day I was alive in being a learning machine, a harder journey than just doing what everyone else did. For great insight comes also a great cost it seemed because you see how the world is destroying itself, how people are abusing others in the name of spirituality for really their own gains. However, also the love of those who share without the need or want emerged and more and more people I was sharing the dream with, to bring peace to all our lives. However, how, could I do this? Well, this was my first mistake, for no longer was there an I, but an energy of one, flowing through everyone and everything. By seeing the purpose of what everything did in life, the more I saw great love and enjoyed what people and objects was born to do. By being; love and peace I was ignited this love and peace in others, the sense of peace and being in la la land as people call it, where life is good. I could see when ignited the healing could happen. By putting myself in the box, clearing my emotions, suddenly I saw new energy being shared and returned. I saw that in all of us is an energy that resides in everything, especially in nature to bring balance and peace. The soul was shown in spirit world or when we found quite time that it ignited to share insight and profound messages that is lost when the brain is over working. We get glimpses of like being on holiday for three days, so chilled out and everything falls into place as we get back to the energy flow that resides in us (we go with the current of the river, rather than swimming upstream). So I put to nature or spirit world that I wanted to be clearer and so asked why when in a relations hip I was attracting those I had to heal by giving myself 100% and when my job was done they often turned on me and seemed to absorb my energy from the source and then new time to move on. This didn’t last as once I cut off, they was often chasing me back, realising the connection.

Then I was attracted to a lovely lady who reflected all my lessons, I felt like a child again and became a weak person which frightened me. I wanted to know where this came from and traced it back to my childhood days where my mother couldn’t show me love because of a situation from her past. This illusion wasn’t true and once I cleared the moment when the programming started, I saw a lot of times I received “Love”. So when fell in love it brought up this programming and attracted a relationship that because of the pain of her childhood, she could not love me unconditionally. So I knew then that our paths were just a learning cycle and when cleared out, we would not need each other, but I thanked my soul mate for coming back into my life to help me on my journey. Once cleared this emotion and programming, which brought about my present life healing, I was still attracting people to help. I had traced what I could in the present and so was lost to where this subconscious attraction to a woman came from? I went to Ireland to work and ended up by helping others to develop my healing energy started to go through the roof. A good friend in York planted a seed of going into the body and igniting new energy into places where negativity resided. As a team In Ireland we worked on a lady who could hardly walk. You could see she was in a lot of pain from the energies. With all the different treatment she had, even knowing why things had happened to her, she walked out there not even using her walking stick. It was then without realising that healing wasn’t just about the body, the mind or spirit but something more. When working on her, my hands were on fire, I was taken to parts of the body to flush water through to clear the excess of toxins and acid in the body. They cleared out some programming that resided in the stomach. I stitched up her lower stomach where she had stored so much emotion. This journey was weird but I tried to stay in the source. I went back to my table to do some more readings and didn’t think more about it. Another day went by and I was drawn to help another with healing, he seemed to have abundance of energy but some of his ideals and thoughts I didn’t go along with. A higher entity started to appear behind him, trying to communicate, but he wasn’t listening. They looked like just white outlines that their body shape kept moving in and out like 3d. After few days of working, they all seemed to come together and from his chest this great energy busted out and came to me. Suddenly, my hands were on fire, I could feel the energy being transmitted all around the room. Someone was being healed and from far away I could send the energy, they even asked who was working on their left side, which gave me the confirmation. The thought of healing intrigued me and always wanted to be a healer, and even though did a lot distantly but got to a point they just used my energy to work on people. So many of my friends would ask for healing, and I would say when get time and next day, they would be thanking me, so because the power of intention and asking me, seemed to trigger energies to work on them. This was highlighted when my mum who is very connected but due to a brain tumour, seemed to pass on the energy to me, and so I began developing at early age. She mentioned how a child with four kidneys, two wasn’t working was receiving treatment by 5 energies in the pub when we were all out. She laughed about people in the pub saying need a miracle or hands on healing, when they didn’t know what it was. I now realise such thing people say are signs and this gave me the confirmation that because I was most of my life an open vessel, energies could work through me. When returning from Ireland, with a good friend, we visited a lady, who had been with us in Ireland. An amazing soul, who I loved to bits, for who she was, she brightened the day and gave us so much to laugh about. Her husband wasn’t doing so well and my friend who was a reiki master offered some healing. I asked if I could join in and soon as he was on the couch, energy stepped in and was showing me what to do. It was like being in trance but wide awake, as the higher entity I had felt from Ireland, started working on this person. By putting love into the body, I started to see past life negativity come to the service. By tracing back stories started to emerge, I quickly wrote these down and parts or words started to highlight and felt these was lessons I must tell the person. They showed me programming in the brain and after telling the person about past life, the lessons dissolved away and could see the negativity leaving the body. He was a beggar in one life, very spiritual but couldn’t talk because the locals had given him hot food on purpose that burnt his mouth and he could no longer give great insights. This transcribed to this life where he felt no-one was listening to him. He often felt like he couldn’t talk and made so much sense. After four past life lessons was told, I worked on what was feeding the negativity that brought about present life in childhood to do with his father who he loved dearly. By teaching him how to protect, release future emotions, and deal with problems which add to previous problems / negativity, he explained how parts of his body that was in so much pain had been relieved. He was a little shocked how physical ailments could be attached to past life. His mannerisms and phobias came from programming in past and childhood. After this session I was ignited to past life healing. I was soon to learn more about my own past life very soon as a trip to Ireland again wasn’t far away. Before I came away from Ireland I had felt a strong connection not just to Ireland but I started to feel so much love and couldn’t understand. Thinking it was my girlfriend I raced back to England, placing orders to get back quicker. This was amazing as we caught early flight, my group workshop was postponed, so could see my girlfriend early. But even though loved her, it wasn’t her that was sending the complete love. I soon found out that a lady who been friend with for three months, just in a moment of drunkenness blurted out her feelings.

I was soon returning to Ireland with all my fears of not meeting the person, of how many people came to talk about online relationships. We never met in Ireland because I was seeing someone and something I would never do. This I was soon to realise was a false illusion of my own fears but Ireland was calling me, and, unless you dream and go with it then who knows what you may miss out on. After the first day, I realised that this was something amazing, we went for a walk in the woods, and it was like we had known each other all our lives. Odd moment of insecurities cropped up but the love we shared soon diminished that. In the woods, we helped three souls over who been murdered, and still the entity of their perpetrator was there also , trying to stop them leaving and reliving their last few days in torment. To release the girls I had to do something I vowed never to do and exploded the entity, to break free the bond, he held over the girls for a brief moment before he came back. The amazing feeling we got from helping was immense, and once more I had been guided by an earth angel to help those in spirit. It wasn’t long before we were noticing the amazing scenery and came across a witches and druids site where after years of rituals a vortex was opened. I love that I was sharing with an amazing love this experience but also learning through her knowledge of nature. It was soon to become apparent that by us sharing this ultimate love without fear that it brought up past life lessons as the week went on, we started to clear emotions and programming, we had hold onto. After helping her to release some childhood traumas, the effect on my own self was amazing. We suddenly saw with the love in our bodies after freeing our souls from our emotional burdens, 3 past life’s. Even though we sense one past life and spoke about this before we suddenly were taken back in time for when we both were part of a clan in Ireland. (on tracing my lineage it seems we both came from the same name in Ireland, quite spooky) where she had to kill me to save our son, this fear of losing my son, has haunted me in this life until a spirit showed me what it was like and by re-uniting, I realised even in death we are never far apart. However, to trace this fear was a blessing. The second was where I was a monk and the monks kept her away from me when I fell in love, as a seer I was kept in the monastery, away from those who would like my insights and something the monks didn’t want people to know. I received a message that she no longer wanted to be with me but this was a lie and went on a venture of spiritual enlightenment and vowed never to fall in love until I found her again. Helping ladies but never truly falling in love, this has been my whole life in the present and ended years of soul searching to why attracted those only to help and once helped I moved on. The past life became a fascinating place where I learnt how our lessons even create our life in this one. Our illnesses from past life also when trauma or too much negativity created our body to create again to learn and release.

Another occasion was where I had noticed after scanning the body; I saw rotten eggs, eating away at the wall of the uterus. I was told by a spirit, just imagine being zapped away and to re-build the energy to show how the wall should look like, this gave the body the tools to mend itself. I warned a few days later because was told that some people after past life / present healing may get physical ailments when a body releasing emotionally deep rooted energy. I was fascinated by this until it was confirmed. I was informed that the lady who had the eggs done, had got two blotches of blood, she claimed it wasn’t her time of the month and never got such things and when she pulled out her book that highlights physical body symptoms, she was amazed to realise that these two blotches of blood were eggs. She was amazed how such a thing can happen. I just do what I am told, just an open vessel but this certainly even scared me a bit.

Through all my experiences, being a channel for spirit I have been on one amazing journey that has led me to a mind, body and spirit cleansing. This fascinating subject that I was never really interested in but could do to tell people what they were in past life; had never thought would be so instrumental in clearing emotions / negativity from the body. By taking the programming away, you can attract peace into your life, learn your lessons and truly change your life. By learning to protect and how energy work, you could truly ignite the light within, an amazing healing we can get from nature that resides within. With the added of present life healing you can take away abusive feeling, why you act the way you do and stop passing onto your children ancestry conditioning / emotions by breaking the chain. I have seen people curled up with agony from negativity we have absorbed in partners to suddenly be free after treatment and even can’t think of any negativity attached once the lines have been cut. To see people faces when they are free from all this baggage and their mind gone quiet as they feel peace for the first time, gives me a lovely feeling inside. I am not saying I can cure, I allow the body to heal itself and those who I work with know how easily if not worked upon how you can re-programme negativity we are absorbing each day back into the body if we start to moan and see life how we used to. I give you the tools, and it is up to you because once connected to the source you can receive more magic moments, love yourself and find peace in every situation. I don’t just do past life healing I now put on workshops so you can learn for yourself or even do the healing on others. This has given me great insights into why they put love into the body, how to protect, heal and stop absorbing negativity, and you get this on my course, spirit own version of why? Look out for my new book being written “Journey to the source” highlighting the many situations that brought about past life and soul awakening. Remember it is a two way experience, the more you just do the more you learn.

Good luck on your journey. Love, light & peace Steve